So I have been going through finals. I have had absolutely no time to even relax for the past couple weeks. I have been going insane. Finals suck. However, I will be done by wednesday. And then SUMMER!

So here are my summer plans so far. I will me going to Mt. Hood Oregon and join up with some friends for a snowboard trip. It is so cool. Mt. Hood is a glacier, so I will be able to snowboard in warm weather. On top of that, I hear Oregon is just a beautiful area, and I am so excited to go hiking and all that stuff. I have never been northeast, so I am excited to be in the mountains.

I will continue blogging the next view days, because first, I have a saturday school, which is pretty much a detention, but at 8:00 AM on a Saturday morning. It sucks, trust me. But I will go, because school it will just be extra studying hours. Maybe get a couple As? I beg.

I’ll catch you all later.

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I finally turned in my big research paper that I had to write. I am scared to see the grade I get, but at the same time, i’m pretty confident. I spent a lot of time on this paper, and I even made 4 rough drafts until I made a final copy. It was intense, but I know I am being prepped for college. This isn’t last 12 page paper I will encounter.. unfortunately.

Well, if you guys didn’t notice, I added a new emoticon set. I decided to make a yellow set. I thought for a second, well, the original color of smily faces is yellow, so I might as well make one. It almost seemed like a necessity.

So back to my life. I had a good day today, but I am a suspected mono case. My friends have it, and I am going to the doctor to get tested for it tomorrow. I woke up this morning feeling a little sick, so I got worried, but I haven’t appeared to get any sicker. I don’t really even feel sick, just my ears and sinuses are a bit inflamed. Sucks, but I hope I don’t have mono! I mean, spring break is coming up! That would suck as. Also my birthday is over spring break! And if I have mono, I would be so pissed. So I’ll keep you guys updated. Cross your fingers though.

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This blog entry is more of a vent for me, so I can get some stuff off of my chest. And I would like all the viewers out there to give me some guidance.

So I have been struggling this year to stay in school, mostly due to the fact that I have been beyond stressed out, anxious, and constantly have that heavy weight on my shoulders. Alongside, my school has simply just thrown me into the special education program, and said, good luck!

However, the special ed program at my school is incredible. But I just feel like they haven’t given me exactly what I needed. I have an IEP, and what not, but there have been few accommodations made that have actually helped me.

So like a few weeks back, I started the Bridges program at my school, which is a special ed program that students go to when they miss a bunch of school for whatever reasons. For about a week I went their all day to just do my make-up work, and prepare to go back to my classes. I finally went back, and was all up-to-date, except for one class: American Studies. American Studies is a combined class of english and U.S. History. Therefore, double the periods, double the work. And that was the last class I went back to.

I go back into American Studies, and I am still doing my Junior Theme, which is a big paper for juniors, and reading The Great Gatsby. And on top of all that, the day I go back, they assign a brand spankin’ new project on The Great Gatsby that they suspect me to finish in time by the regular due date. And on top of THAT, it is a group project, so I have responsibilities with other classmates. And on top of ALL of THAT, I still haven’t even finished reading Gatsby. So then I didn’t go to school today, because this weekend I had just huge mindfucks left and right, and a whole bunch of periods where I needed to calm myself down due to the amount of work I have to do.

I am going back to school tomorrow, but I am going to express how I feel about the curriculum to them. They want to keep me balanced, and not stressed, but now I have been the most stressed and unbalanced I have ever been. So, I am going to just go tomorrow, and tell them how I feel, and give them the work I have completed. The thing is Spring Break is coming up, along with my birthday (FER SURE), so it’s like all the big projects in school are being finished THIS week, while i’m trying to catch up from the past like 4 weeks.

I am done now. It’s all out of me. I love having a blog for these exact moments. But if you could, just PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me out, drop a comment, and give me some advice, I would really appreciate it.

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